It's been a long time since I've uploaded anything. A lot has been going on. Too busy. Too emotional. Too stressed/overwhelmed.
But since me and my ex broke up and I found new friends my mood has drastically gotten better. People who knew me at the time I was dating my ex and still are friends with me now after all the things that have happened told me I seem a lot a happier. Genuinely. Not the fake happy I was with my ex who treated me like shit.
Lets see, what's new, currently living with my grandparents after getting kicked out of my house. I attend college two days a week.. I got a new job. New friends that I see almost every day and actually care about me. I bought a car.
And my new, best friend, I can't believe we were never friends before now, her and her boyfriend tried hooking me up with his best friend(James, theres some photos of him) a couple months ago...still working on that. We spend the night together, spend along time together. Not even sorry he has a girlfriend now and we still do it. I spend more time with him than she does. Not even sorry for what I'm doing. If he wanted her that bad he wouldn't always be with me instead and my friend and her boyfriend(Kendal) agree....they also encourage me to keep it up because they don't like her anyways.
In Kendal's exact words, "he's a good guy, he's just kind of a slut."
There's other stuff. But it's......:sigh: I don't know how to explain it. Not good stuff. Horrible stuff.